Head Injury
My name is Samantha Sanders. My whole
life changed when my husband Bill's head went through the
windshield of our 1997 Lincoln Town Car. It changed
my whole perception of sex, marriage and myself, and led to
a situation I could have never imagined myself being in, and
doing things I couldn't tell to anyone but you.
For sixteen years Bill and I have had an OK
marriage. We liked doing things together, we've supported
each other's successful careers, and we've tolerated each
other's differing religious beliefs. But one serious
snag we've always had was sex. Bill thought about it
constantly. Occasionally I caught him with magazines
or looking at porn on the Internet. I tried not to let
that bother me, but he started asking for blow jobs almost
every time we made love. It's just not something I've
ever wanted to do. He'd asked for it since before we
were married.
Now I'm a very attractive woman and have kept
my body firm. I've read many books on how to please
your husband without stooping to animalistic behavior.
All of Bill's friends tell him frequently how lucky he is
to have a woman like me.
Bill was good with his hands and had great control
with his penis, and I too was very practiced with my hands
and even did Keagel exercises to develop greater control with
my vagina. Bill never complained about our sex, but
really wouldn't let the oral sex issue rest.
Then came a period of several months where he
didn't try to have sex with me at all. He didn't even
want to talk about it. Finally, when I pressed the issue
with him, I learned some things I wasn't really prepared to
hear. He usually begged for oral sex by saying he wanted
to know what it was like. This time he said something
about how he knew it felt better than anything else, and that
everyone else does it.
I realized he'd had it from another woman, recently,
and perhaps more than once. Was it a coworker, a friend
of mine, a hooker? I flew off the handle. I threw
things at him. I tried to hit him. As he fled
from me, he shouted back things like "if you really loved
me you'd be happy to do that for me!" It only made me
angrier. I told him I didn't want to see him again and
that I wanted a divorce.
Bill jumped into the Lincoln and peeled out
of the driveway. I was so furious. After all the
years of being a good, supportive wife, he shows his appreciation
by chasing after some perverted fantasy? He'd been lying
to me? He'd been doing unspeakable things with some
other woman! And where might he be off to now?
To see HER!
I lost my head. I jumped into my Jaguar
and took off in pursuit. Bill wasn't driving that fast
and I quickly caught up with him, pulling up beside him and
honking my horn for him to pull over. He obviously didn't
want to put up with me at the moment and accelerated ahead
of me. The traffic light immediately in front of us
had turned red and Bill was still speeding up! I didn't
have the courage to blindly run the red light. I stomped
the brake pedal and my ABS brakes brought my car to a fast
stop.
I don't know if Bill even saw the light as he
tried to escape me, but the Lincoln smashed into a crossing
commuter bus. His bent car ricocheted of the swerving
bus and flip-flopped across the intersection, landing upsidedown
against a parked truck.
I feared Bill was dead. Immediately all
my anger was gone, and all I could think about was that my
dear life partner was gone because of how poorly I had handled
my anger.
But Bill hadn't died. His seat belt was
on and the multiple air bags in the Lincoln deployed as advertised.
Bill suffered a broken leg, a broken arm, and had struck his
head at least twice on the interior of the car. He was
in a coma, but the doctors were optimistic.
I sat by Bill's bed for several days.
I thought long and hard about what I really was willing to
do about his likely indiscretions. I realized more than
ever how precious Bill is to me. I didn't want to lose
him to death or divorce. Now the comparison in my mind
was, which is worse, death or fellatio? I felt that
if I had lost him, I would be glad to have had any part of
him with me, even if it was his penis in my mouth. I
kept trying to rationalize my former loathing for the act.
But now I could only think of granting that wish for him.
How simple it would be to do it now! Had I done it sooner,
would he have looked for it elsewhere?
I also considered how this must have seemed
from Bill's point of view. His last words to me about
"if I had loved him enough." I didn't understand
it then, but now I could picture it. Bill loved me.
And he loved my lips. I could clearly imagine him wanting
to see and feel my lips on his cock. I'm sure his coworkers
may have even argued about who's wife gave the best blow jobs.
"Please wake up, Honey!" I softly
and sweetly coaxed. "Darling, I want you to know
I love you no matter what. And when you wake up, I'm
going to suck your dick so long, so passionately, and so deeply,
that I won't stop until you beg me to."
"Oh, my dear God in heaven!" Came
a muffled voice from elsewhere in the room.
My heart jump up into my throat. I stood
frozen, dumbfounded. My lethal sense of pride and modesty
had just rendered me shamed and panicked once again.
Quickly I cleared my head, swallowed my pride and regained
my humility and asked, as articulately as possible, "I'm
sorry, did you overhear me?"
There was another stall in the room. I
never thought someone was in it. I never heard a peep
from the other stall during all my previous visits.
I was so wrapped up in my thoughts for Bill.
"I hope I overheard you," the voice
said. "Could you please say it again? But
this time use the name Jack."
This would have upset me beyond description
a week before, but the voice sounded somewhat like Bill's,
and so painful and sincere, yet humorous. I stepped
toward the curtain of the next stall, again trying to be calm
and unemotional, but I was stunned. "I hope I didn't
embarrass you, Jack."
"You didn't embarrass me, ma'am,"
Jack answered. "You just said the words I've waited
twenty years to hear my wife say."
Gosh, that struck close to home. I slowly
pulled the curtain aside to see a man of about 45 years.
Both of his arms and his head were in plaster and braces.
"Where is your wife?" I asked.
"She was here the day before yesterday
when I came out of my coma, and then she had to leave for
a business trip."
The parallels were striking. I so much
wanted to hear Bill's voice. But Jack was a sort of
substitute. This stranger was longing for what Bill
had been longing for, but of course I couldn't grant such
a wish.
"Hi Jack," I said. "I'm
Samantha Sanders. That's my husband, Bill, next to you."
"I can't turn my head to see you, Mrs.
Sanders, and I hope I didn't offend you, but what I just heard
you say made you the most beautiful woman I've ever known."
"Wow. Thank you, Jack," I stammered,
"but I really don't understand why you'd say that, and
it does make me a little uncomfortable."
"I'm sorry," he said with sincerity.
"Just forget I'm over here."
"No, I won't forget it," I declared.
"I want you to explain to me why what I said means so
much to you. You can tell me."
"Mrs. Sanders," Jack sighed.
"I can't talk to you about this."
"You did just a second ago." I pressed.
There were several seconds of silence.
"I'm a lineman with the power company. I was working
on the wires about 20 feet up. My partner got confused
with the truck and we went up to work on the wrong set of
wires. I'm told I grabbed a hot line with my hands and
was blown out of the bucket." He paused again.
"Severely burned my hands, fell face first and broke
my arms, collar bone and head."
"I'm so sorry, Jack." I said.
"Well. I've been here in the hospital
for three weeks now. They just moved me to this room
today. But the real problem is I can't use my hands.
A man's got needs, you know, and for three weeks those needs
haven't been met. And I'll probably be in this situation
for another 3 weeks. I don't know what you've been told
about men, but a man has to unload every couple days one way
or another."
"I'm sorry," I said. "That's
got to be very frustrating, I'm sure."
"Ma'am, it's driving me crazy. What
makes it worse is the nurses come in here and clean me up
and I can't control my responses. It's embarrassing,
but I can't do a damn thing about it."
"Can't they give you some kind of medication
for that?"
"Hell, I don't want some drug knocking
my tools out of commission. I'm sure if my erections
or behavior gets to be a problem they'll put something in
my pudding. Earlier today I had to bite my lip to keep
from asking the nurse just to touch it."
I glanced down the sheets and noticed a lengthy
bulge standing up below his abdomen. Jack had his arms
and head in plaster, helpless to hide his uncontrollable arousal.
A wet stain marked the tip of his excited length. I
hadn't seen any man's penis but Bill's in almost twenty years.
A week earlier Jack's plight couldn't have affected me, but
now I was feeling Jack's pain--partially because it was Bill's,
too.
"Can't your wife help you, Jack?"
"Of course she can help me," he sorrowed.
"But she won't. It's bad enough that she refuses
to give me oral sex, but she doesn't really like to give me
sex much at all. I asked her yesterday to give me a
hand here--if you know what I mean--but she said it would
be very improper in a hospital."
I felt guilty, not for prying into his sex life
or staring at his obvious organ, but because I knew I would
have neglected Bill in just the same way.
"Why won't your wife give you oral sex,
Jack?" I quietly asked.
"She just thinks it's disgusting and she
doesn't care that it means so much to me. It's a guy
thing, I suppose, but I'm a guy. And when I heard you
say to your husband those beautiful words--"
I felt compassion. I've never thought
of another man sexually in any way. But I felt this
overwhelming desire to relieve Jack of his suffering.
And I was aware that I was not only very aroused myself, but
actually eager to give release and pleasure where I used to
give rejection.
I wanted to offer him my hand. I was even
reaching for his swollen cock. But how could I go through
with such an act with another man? I stopped myself.
I whispered close to his bandaged face. "Jack,
I'm sorry, but I can't tell you what I told my husband."
"Ma'am," he pleaded. "You
don't have to mean it."
I took a deep breath. What could it really
hurt? And imagine how much this could mean to Jack!
I licked my lips, thought about my desire to save my husband
from the same frustration that was tormenting Jack.
"Jack," I said, speaking slowly. "I am
going to suck that big, stiff cock of yours so long, so passionately,"
I felt a spasm within my vagina. My sex muscles and
glands were going crazy, "that I won't stop even
if you beg me to!" My hand made contact with his rigid
appendage, my fingers wrapped around, clutching it firmly
through the sheets.
"Oh God!" Jack whimpered.
Oh God was right! His cock was substantially
thicker than Bills, longer, too. I wasn't the least
bit ashamed. I pulled my grip up his shaft, looking
down at the mound in the sheets. A fresh trickle of
fluid oozed through the wet spot on the sheet.
"I'm so close, ma'am," Jack whimpered.
"It really wouldn't take much."
I pulled the sheet down, exposing him.
It was a beastly cock compared to what I was familiar with.
I placed both hands around his tool and started pumping them
up and down. I was about to tell him to relax and enjoy,
but just as I was beginning to speak, his rod jerked and splattered
my entire left arm with steaming semen. The cock jolted
again and again, blanketing his chest, stomach and neck with
the backlog of sperm that had needed release for so long.
I stroked his testicles with one hand as I churned out the
last few drops of his massive orgasm.
Jack panted and mumbled thanks to me as I collected
a hand towel from beside the bed and proceeded to clean myself
off first, then him.
"You may call me Samantha," I told
him.
"Samantha," he cooed. "So
wonderful. I really hope I haven't upset you in any
way."
"Not at all, Jack." I assured.
"I was very glad to help. But you must excuse me
now. I need to go back to my husband."
I returned to Bill's side. He was still
unconscious. I put my arm around him and kissed his
head several times. I sat with him another hour before
returning home. To my surprise I didn't feel awkward
about my favor to Jack. When I returned home, I felt
compelled to masturbate, all the while fantasizing about sucking
Bill over and over. But occasionally I also imagined
sucking Jack's cannon-like erection. My orgasm rocked
me so hard I fell asleep without even getting up to wash my
hands.
The next afternoon I returned to the hospital
to be at Bill's side. Bill was still unconscious.
The doctor told me in the hall that signs were still very
good, but it might be a couple of days, yet. I could
hear a nurse in Jack's station with the curtain drawn, bathing
him. When the nurse left I stood beside the opening
of his stall, not looking in.
"Knock, knock," I sang.
"Samantha!" He cheered.
"May I come in?" I asked.
"Only if you're not afraid of me now,"
he laughed. "That was quite the introduction we
had."
"I'll say!" I marveled. "Very
unlike me. I thought about it a lot."
"I've had nothing to do BUT think about
it!" He groaned. As before, he was sporting a giant
bulge, complete with a wet spot at the tip.
"Oh my. Didn't I help you at all
yesterday?" I asked.
"Hell, yes!" He replied. "I
heard words I never thought I'd hear, and you helped relieve
a lot of the pressure down there."
"But it looks like you're still suffering!"
"Well, there was three weeks worth of pressure
down there, and it doesn't all go at once." He declared.
I had agonized all day in my mind whether I'd
allow myself to touch this man's penis again. The first
time was like a mission of mercy. But a second time?
As I stared at the bulge in the sheets, I again felt that
stirring warmth within me, that urge to nurse him in ways
the hospital wouldn't provide. Before had only been
the touch of my hand. The deliverance Jack really needed,
my pennance, the rite of passage I must perform, did not involve
hands.
"Jack," I began, ready to easily give
in to his pleas, "is there anything I can do to
make you more comfortable?"
"Oh," Jack sighed. "I can
think of many, but what do I dare say?"
"What would make you the happiest?"
I retorted.
Jack inhaled deeply. "Samantha, it
would be the greatest pleasure and honor of my life if I could
feel your sweet lips where I felt your hand yesterday."
"What's your last name, Jack?" I asked.
"Kraus." He said. "Jack
Kraus."
"Well, Jack Kraus. Today is your
lucky day. I am going to suck your cock until you come,
because you deserve it, and because I myself am years overdue
for giving a blow job."
What an irony! My husband lay several
feet away, injured because I had refused to do for him what
I was about to do for a stranger. Was this adultery?
I didn't think so. My husband had gone elsewhere to
find oral gratification, and he, like Jack, deserved to experience
it. I won't consider Bill an infidel. Now I will
be playing the heroine for Jack, giving him the release Bill
found with another woman. When this is all over, I'll
be sucking Bill all he wants.
I slid the sheets down Jack's body, displaying
his hefty stalk once again. I wasn't sure exactly how
to proceed, but I had seen a couple of adult videos in the
past, read an article or two, and even had the act described
to me by my sister. I wasn't nervous. I gently
took Jack's pulsating cock in my hands and stood it upright.
The precum that had collected at the eye of his cockhead swelled
and began trickling down his eurethra. I pressed my
tongue against the base of his erection, sliding upward, intercepting
the descending fluid and pushing it back to the tip, which
I slurped clean.
"Bless you," Jack moaned.
I savored his juice. I noted that nothing
about this act was offensive to me. The sensation of
his cock against my tongue, the taste, the contours, were
all as I had expected--arousing. I just couldn't comprehend
why I was so repulsed by the notion of fellatio before.
I had the power to put to rest this ghost that's haunted him
for so many years.
I dropped my mouth back over his rod once again.
It seemed even larger between my lips. I sucked my way
down until it pressed against the back of my mouth.
My right hand gripped the base of his shaft and pumped firmly
as I began to slide my lips. Jack flexed his thighs
and rocked his hips in rhythm with me. The fingertips
of my left hand soothed his testicles, then pressed into his
prostate.
"Oh, so nice," Jack exulted.
I kept plunging his broad cock into my throat. I felt
my gag reflex kick on occasion when his phallus struck deeply
at certain angles, but not enough to even slow me down.
My jaw began to cramp from holding my mouth so wide open,
but I was going to persist until I felt him erupt.
I worried my performance might be insufficient,
being so inexperienced and unaccustomed to such a large penis.
As I continued fellating Jack, I imagined how much more I
could accommodate Bill's penis, and how much he'd appreciate
it. With the excitement of that thought, I found the
stamina to suck harder and faster. My hands continued
their assistance.
"Take cover, Samantha!" Jack warned,
"I'm gonna cum!"
I briefly considered pulling his cock out of
my mouth and pumping his come all over him, but Jack and I
both deserved the full experience. I had to test my
limits.
"You're going to take it?" he gasped
as his butt rose off the mattress. "Oh, God bless
you, Samantha!"
I felt him tense. I bore down on him as
a forceful spurt hit the back of my throat. I gagged
and felt viscous semen gush out of my nostrils. I was
alarmed, but not choking. His cock kept surging, flooding
my tongue and teeth with so much come that it rolled back
out my mouth and down his balls. I held him deep in
my mouth, pumping him with my right hand for several seconds
after his convulsions subsided.
Under his balls, my left hand was filled with
sperm. My right hand was coated, and the inside of my
mouth as well. I hadn't swallowed through the whole
event, and decided not to at this point. I drew my mouth
off his softening penis and spit its contents into the convenient
towel and once again cleaned the two of us. I stroked
Jack's chest a couple of times and said, "I hope you
feel much better, Mr. Kraus."
"Thank you, Mrs. Sanders," he sighed.
"I certainly do."
The very next morning, Bill woke up. He
wasn't very coherent, but he sweetly acknowledged my presence
beside him. After work I hurried back to the Hospital
to attend to him, to find him much more alert and conversational.
"How much do you remember, Bill?"
I asked.
"I remember you were mad at me, and I was
in my car." He fumbled.
"Yes, dear." I said. "We
had had a fight and you hit a bus while trying to get away
from me and my temper."
"Oh," he said. "I was told
I'm going to be fine in a while. How's the Lincoln?"
"We were able to save the spare tire."
I jested.
"I'm so sorry, Honey."
"Listen, dear," I began. "I've
had lots of time to think, and I just want you to know I love
you very much, and I don't think I've been very sensitive
to you in sexual matters. The thought of losing you
made me realize how much I value every inch of you.
I want you to know that from now on anything you want to do
in bed will be my pleasure to fulfill."
Bill was silent, maybe embarrassed, knowing
he had a neighbor in the next stall who could hear everything.
"Super." Bill whispered, fatigued and puzzled.
Within a few minutes Bill was sleeping again.
I figured I would peek into Mr. Kraus's stall and wish him
well. Without announcing myself, I pulled the curtain
aside and stepped in, finding myself face to face with another
woman.
"Excuse me," she said.
"Oh, I'm terribly sorry. I didn't
realize anyone was in here." I lied.
"Yes. I'm Eve Kraus," she replied.
"And this is my husband, John Kraus." She gestured
to the familiar half-mummy.
"How do you do?" I responded.
"I'm Samantha and in the next bed is my husband, Bill."
"Pleased to meet you, Samantha," Mrs.
Kraus answered.
"Howdy, ma'am," came Jack's muffled
reply.
"My husband tells me," Mrs. Kraus
continued, "your husband had injuries very similar to
his."
"Yes," I answered. "And
it's largely my own fault."
"Really?"
"Yes. You see, one wish my dear Bill
had throughout our entire relationship, which I always refused,
was oral sex."
Mrs. Kraus looked horrified, but I continued.
"I was absolutely insensitive and even
cruel. I chased him out of the house, right into the
path of a bus. I could have lost Bill forever.
It made me think of how much he meant to me, and what a simple
thing, even a privilege, it is to pleasure my husband any
way he desires. So now, I'm going to enjoy sucking his
cock every day for the rest of my life."
I walked out of the stall, collected my purse
and left the room. I hope my unusual testimony would
have some impact on Mrs. Kraus. But I had done all I
really could.
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